I am ashamed to admit that I spend more time looking down and around than I do looking up.  I spend more time thinking anxious thoughts and worrying than I do worshipping or praying.  Sometimes it is so easy to just unplug from God and try in earnest to mark my own path.  I eventually come face to face with my own folly and usually in a mess bigger than I can handle, always in absolute horror at my stupidity, I sink to my knees and utter my desperation for Him and His grace, mercy, and forgiveness.  Lately though I have begun to see the need to just stay there. 

On my knees. 

To be quiet. 

To know that He is God and what an enormous realization that is. 

He Is God, and besides Him there is no other.