LOVE this post about being a special needs mom - this is the BEST post I have ever read.  I can relate so much to this sweet momma, I am there, I have special needs kids.  It is hard.  Every.single.day.  But it is so beautiful.  I second guess myself constantly.  I worry it is somehow all my fault.  I worry that I am messing it up all day, every day.  But you know what?  God promised in Psalm 139 that he knitted my kids together, all their days were recorded before even one came to be. They are fearfully and wonderfully made.    I really, really love this post.