Romans

As Martyn Lloyd-Jones begins his exposition of Romans, he asks if we have taken the time to really study this book, do we realize the importance of this particular epistle?  

It has been particularly responsible for many conversions (he listed three people that had profound impacts on the early church development and shaping - St. Augustine, Martin Luther, and John Wesley) and as such, it is worthy of our time and attention to give it more than just a cursory reading.  

Paul - he is the one writing this letter to predominately Gentile Christians in Rome - the central hub of politics, business, trade (etc;) in the then known world.  If you read Philippians 3 (which Dr. Lloyd-Jones encourages you to do) it will be even more amazing that someone like Paul (the Jew of Jews) would be the one writing this letter.  The people he is writing to - these are the very people he was seeking to wipe out.  He hated Christians.  

What sort of man was Paul?  I never stopped to consider beyond the typical - oh he was an author of a large portion of the NT, or he was an apostle that was converted on the road to Damascus.  But Dr. Lloyd-Jones pauses here and takes an in-depth look - 

This is as far as I have gotten, the past few weeks have been bumpy.  Hoping this next week I can make more progress.  

Fixed Up

by Jessica Leigh Johnson

OK, so, for a large part of the story I did NOT like Meg (the main character)...at all.  For probably the first 2/3 of the book I focused on just getting through the book so that I could log it and move on.  But then, as the the last 1/3 of the book unfolded, I cried and laughed and finally enjoyed the story.  

After finishing it, I lay there and thought over what I just read.  Generational sin is a real thing.  Parents and grandparents rarely realize the lasting impact of their words and actions - the ripple effect that touches generations of hearts (good and bad) - and this book PERFECTLY illustrates that.  Highly recommend reading.

I also read Faking Christmas by Cindy Steel.  SUPER cute.  

Romans

I am going to start an in-depth study of the book of Romans.  I have long been fascinated by this book of the Bible, specifically chapters 6-8.  I am currently working through John MacArthur's study on the book of James and this past week, as a part of the study, he had the text of Romans 7:5-25 listed.  As I struggled through it, I realized that I really, really wanted (needed!) to dig deeply into the entire book of Romans. 

I also recalled that all of Dr. Martin Lloyd-Jones's sermons (366 of them!) - his exposition of the book of Romans - are free through you-tube.  I also have two other books (one by R.C. Sproul and one by Timothy Keller) that I am going to use as a sort of commentary as I go.

I am excited and nervous (...so really nervousited 😂) to begin.  

I read a book years ago (probably have blog posts about it on here) by Watchman Nee (The Normal Christian Life) and that also led to me reading and re-reading the book of Romans.  But as I progressed in my study of Romans, I quickly spun myself into circles.  At the time I did not have a good solid foundational habit of daily reading the Word of God and that really made a big difference in my ability to discern God's voice and His Word (Scripture truly does interpret Scripture).  This time though, I have developed a (mostly) consistent habit of reading the Bible and have grown in my ability to study Scripture, so I am hopeful and excited to see what God teaches me through this.

My goal - read the book of Romans repeatedly.  

Try to listen to a sermon a day - while exercising, washing dishes etc; (so take the time that I normally devote to either letting my mind wonder (i.e. fixate on and gnaw over one problem or another) or read fluffy books - and instead devote it to Dr. Lloyd-Jones' sermons).    

I will use this blog to track my progress. 💖

Hard days, unmet goals, and some good (& not so good) books that I have read...

Well, it has been a bit since I posted - 

We have had a lot of hard days recently.  I don't know what else to say about it - except that it has been hard.

It is July.  

Which means we are half way through the year.  

So, naturally, I take a quick look around to see the status of any goals I set back in December/January.  And, almost always, it is a bit discouraging to see how little progress I've made.  This year is no different, but after a conversation with a friend this past week I realize maybe I need to change how I look at progress.  

So, with that conversation in mind, I took another glance at our year and I see little pockets of growth.  One day, one week, or one month - I had a set number of challenges to complete and when I reframe how I define progress, I feel encouraged rather than discouraged.  Life isn't linear (in our case it is more like a wild roller coaster), so why should I expect growth/progress to be?

I cannot remember the last book I logged on here, so I will just highlight the ones that I am enjoying :

Emma M. Lion series (seriously - if you haven't read/listened to this - you NEED to!), two more in the Brand of Justice series by Lisa Phillips (picking this back up from last summer), and a few odds and ends books.  Reading this year hasn't been as easy or as instinctive as the past few years, but I am ever so thankful for the 52 weeks reading challenge (LESTER)!! It keeps me moving forward when I would be tempted to just give up.

I am in the middle of 2 Chronicles with the smattering of Psalms that are so very lovely sprinkled in (chronological plan), and I am working my way through the Book of James study by John MacArthur.  

rainy days

It has been unusually rainy for the past week or so, and I couldn't love it more.  Normally by this time we are beginning to creep in to the triple digit era of summer.

Have I mentioned that I hate summertime?

I am not built for the heat, and where I live, it is basically a nine month summer.  

*sigh*

I am LOVING The Selected Journals of Emma M. Lion.  I started book five last night.  I LOVE the narrator - she does SUCH a great job!   This series reminds me of a mix of Anne of Green Gables, Jane Austen, Gilmore Girls, Jane Eyre (a bit!) and The Guernsey and Literary Potato Peel Society,   I love how much she loves books!!

I am in 1 Chronicles (with Psalms scattered in) for the chronological Bible plan I am using and I am so thankful for the person(s) who created this plan.  I cannot believe what a difference this makes in my grasp of God - who He is, what He has done, what He is doing, and what He will do. 

Have a great rest of the week.

Two planned and one completely spontaneous

Re-read Emma M. Lion because I forgot I started the series (back in February!) and went ahead and listened to book two.  You HAVE to listen to this series (and read it!) because you need to experience the absolute joy of the narrator - she is SUPERB. (series by Beth Brower)

I also picked up a book, The One with the Kiss Cam by Cindy Steel, on a total spontaneous splurge and it was SO good!  I read it in one night.  Really enjoyed it and highly recommend it! (bonus, it has zero spice and is clean!)

Twenty-six years later...

three kids, countless pets, innumerable appointments, housing drama, moment upon moment has stacked up to equal such a beautiful and enduring love.  I am so thankful for my husband and love him more today than I did when we were young, clueless, and naively entering into marriage.  So thankful he asked and that he proved to be even more wonderful than I thought I knew him to be,  I love you Richard.